Without Jesus, I am nothing…

"i want to try as a demo counsellor…" this is what i told myself yesterday. However, once arrived the tutorial room, i started panic… i dont want to be the 1st counsellor today cos so nervous… but Pn Fa, my lecturer for KMC1063 Practicum Counselling 1 point me out… T_T… luckily i practised the skills yesterday…

this is a demo lab for us to act as a counsellor with the actual case/issue brought by our client (most of them are our course mate). I VE….RY Nervous… about 50 eyes looking at me and they all judge me directly and indirectly.

my client is etty. her issue is about friend and family. for me this case is ok. here i mean i can handle this kind of case with no crying and no big mood swing… the 2nd case is so sad. i just cant imagine if i became the counsellor for the 2nd case… i may cry rather than help her to solve the problem…

after the session was the time for me to accept whatever feedbacks from my course mates and lecturer. Most of them said i did looked cool and calm… i am not sure about it, but actually i feel HOT……Aiyo, the air-cond like not function de. i always can detect the sweat on my forehead… Silently, i moved my hand and tried  to cooling down but it is helpless… Well, in fact, a professional counsellor will avoid this kinds of body movement cos it may effect the client’s mood… but, i really cant help in feeling hot… Pn fa called me out before i am ready and cooling down… this made me feel a little bit not satisfy in my 1st session. I did not do well in this session. Still need to improve…

So… i feel relax now. At least i know what is the feeling of being a counsellor with real issue. Next time, i will be more confident in the counselling session.

Thanks God for blessing me the previous days, yesterday, today…

AND

i so sure , He will take care of me for the day coming up…

Jesus Is Love!

wah… so fast got comments already… that is y i said, got somebody complain i am so so so lazy (actually i am buzy but with a very very very little bit lazy). Great to get feedback from u guys. feel warm and happy. i will try to write more and up-date my photos. however, this is all depends to my schedule. if and only if i have free time and not lazy at that time.

soon, i will undergo a 7 weeks community services at sek tunas bakti (pusat pemulihan akhlak remaja) which start from this coming wednesday (24.01.07) onward. Every wednesday and friday, i will spent 2 hours there (2-4pm). challenging…

emmm, actually quite excited also, coz can experience new things and can meet diff peoples. I think this is really a good chance and opportunity to me in dealing with junior youth…

Just now was my 1st presentation at this new semester. My part is about neuroticism (Nervous)…  According to Eysenck’s traits theory, " personality can be measured." when i am presenting my part, i think all the people can easily detect how nervous i am by looking at my facial expression… if they bring along the termometer, they might willing to measure my body temperature…( i feel very cold… my hand, my face… not only bcoz nervous but also the cool air-cond!!!) ehhhh, a little bit over le… :p hehe… actually, my group members really funny and creative. we all able to give them (my course mate) firm information and at the same time a lot of fun… all the examples we used are related to our class mate whom we all knew it about. so so so happy… I think just very little people fell sleep this time compared the previous presentations… III-.-

haha… today can consider a happy day la.

I will always happy de… The joy from Jesus will always be with me … No matter how busy i am, how nervous i am, and how……. i am, i will always keep on praying and praying…

Yeah… so happy today!!! later can sleep enough enough… Zzzzzz

Take this picture when i went back selangor at december… the boy in the picture is my nephew, jc tan. quite naughty, but without him, no laughing and our room will be extremely silence….. really good can hav a little bit naughty boy in house.^_^

Haha…Finally got time to write some words in my blog… frens always complain coz i hav nothing in this… now already is my 1st year 2nd sem in my 4 years study of counselling… a lot of things hav to do. hope that i can pass it through…

life in university really busy… assignments, texts, community services… come toward non-stop… need to take long breath…

then

only get more energy to start my day!

Pray for me and i willing to keep in touch with all of my frens.

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