Without Jesus, I am nothing…

these few days… I like to bully my little, cute but naughty nephew, jc tan… he will angry and say:" later i call police come and catch u… ". Haha, really funny…

how to bully? u might want to know… I hide his toys, ugut him that i will throw away his toys if he not arrange them nicely after game, geli him suddenly, eat something secretly but sengaja let him know (when he found i eat, he will say:"little aunt, jc wants 2 eat a little bit, a little bit only… can? can?" and at the same time his hand will turn my face toward him…), purposely disturb him when he play alone (exp when he play car, kitchen game, reload card…)…

Now, he prefer to call me bad little aunt, "huai xiao yi"… hahaha… not only me bully him, but my 2nd piggy sister too… she is bad aunt, "huai yi yi"… my mom somemore… when that naughty boy did bad thing, my mother, naturally, will scold him… that Jc then call my mom bad grandma, "huai po po"… III-_- (huai means bad…)

A lesson under this topic… what JC learn from bully…

jc much more love and appreciate his toys (coz scare i will throw his toys);

jc much more big size (coz i seldom stop eating);

jc much more like to search for police car on the road (coz might want the police to catch me…)haha…;

jc much more happier than b4 (coz this bullying, but caring, loving and cute little aunt spent time with him and play with him)….

I love him so much…

really…

really…

????

Y i bully him? how can i bully him?

actually, not really bully him la, just the way we interact… he will start his school time after this school holiday… less time for me to see him le… of cox have to "bully" him a little bit 1st la…

I really love this little, cute but naughty nephew, jc tan…

work at church really not that easy de…

many many many many things to do…

people around say… "so good wo work at church…" ,"nothing to do right?" ,"can u help me to do this…." ,"are u free?", "please chang this… that… and….." …

dont misunderstanding… i am not "mai yuan" or mengadu… just want to say… Actually, pastors really need assistant…

i not going to say how important i am in helping them, but they really need someone to help in lot of thing that are not too little and also not really serious case… like every week sunday servise brochure… dont think this is an easy job. at least 60-90 mins spent for this. We try to do the best. u never know unless u try it 1st.

really hope i can help pastors in this short period. If u free and willing to help, please come. They really need ur help. no matter a part time assistant or volunteer… dont hesitate to tell Pastors: "Do u need my help? I am here."

Now only I know, Pastors need assistant. Pray for them for more strength and Faith in their live…

God Bless U.

"Sorry…" to my family members… i let u all so worry le. i know i am too weak at that moment and did wrong thing… when i saw u all so worry, i am very sad and regret. especially mama…

mama, i not brave enough to say sorry in front of u. i let u disappoited and sad. i really not a good daughter. always make u worry. so sorry. take care of ur body. i will behave and take care of myself de. i promised i wont do stupid thing again.

Papa, i not really want to waste money in hp. i really unhappy at that moment. sorry. i know u angry because u thought i am too wasting in making useless call. i need fren, i need somebody to talk to… thank for all ur support… i wish u can retire soon and go play play with mama after i graduate…

y peng, thanks for ur advise. i know what u try to do is for my goodness. i know how to handle my emotion de. i will learn de. sorry cos make u worry… u are really a good sister.

y mun, i know u told them bcos worry me. at 1st, i quite angry. now, thank u. i really need support from u all. so hard for me to walk alone. u always the one i share problem de… thank u. really thank u for being my fat fat and cute cute sister… i know i always bully u and that "mo chiong go" but u not angry…  i really love u…

my frens, whom know my problem, especially wan lu, soo chin, scott, shu ting, lezheng and… thank you for ur support. i feel happy to have u as my fren. now, i have support from my family. thank you cos company me before this.

for other frens, i know u all also worry me de. thank u for ur praying… and thank u for being my frens…

here, i wish all of u dont worry me. i will be fined de. i wont do silly thing again. i dont want u all worry me some more. i will study good good de. dont worry me.

Lastly,to my family… i will let u know my thing no matter good or bad. i will share with u all de. ^_^ thank you for accept me and support me. I love u all…

• thanks, mama, papa, sisters and my frens… 

Just now (10am-3pm) went Taman Botani, Putrajaya with my Abang angkat (chee khong), Adik angkat (Kok Wai) and Weng Sum.

Dont know why, we enter with no payment… after a almost 2 hours "adventure", we found the main entrance… entry fee is RM3/adult… III-_- emm… really an accident… we all dont know de… then, later we go having lunch at Shopping Complex Allamanda, Putrajaya… The Ayamas Restaurant… We order set for 4 peoples, carbonate drinks, sausages… Dont know why, the waiter served us drummets… we din order de… Later, they re-check our receipt for the chicken set…. Pepper Roaster Chicken… but, they end-up with say nothing… and the drummet left on our table… @_@ what happen ah?!!!! with the guilty feel, we ate the drummets…

Today really pelik pelik de…

Go back to main topic, Taman Botani…

A place that no user frenly… sorry to say that, because, they are too little sigh board… Just because we were accidentally enter "illegally", therefore, we don have the map… we totally depend the sign board, but so disappointed. We end-up with adventure… We just walk around and follow our instinct… Luckily not lost… (that might be so funny if lost inside the Taman Botani)…

Really boring lo… Luckily go with my frens, then feel happy… furhter info and related photos, refer lezheng’s (Chee Khong) blog, or mantou (Kok Wai) or Weng Sum…

u go www.lezheng.blogspot.com then can find weng sum and mantou de le…

So, happy lo… emm… next time, have to be-careful… go out with them, a lot of "accident"… *-*

Recently, some of my frens are in bad mood… They are worrying about something…

They worry..

About their further study after STPM; about their family; about service in church; about relationship with people around; about own ability in some tasks…

Frens, (no matter u are Christian or not) believe in God and God will lead u…

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7 (Bible)

Frens, wish u all can pass this "test" soon… dont worry too much…

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?… Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:25-27,34 (Bible)

* S.Yee, S.Chee, L.Ci, H.Lim, C.Hong, Mike, Lim… especially s.chin…

think positively and believe in God… Call me when u need me…

Today i started my part-time as the assistant for my pastors at SBCC. At first, i thought i am here as volunteer, but they pay me… I mean the church commitee will pay me.

The work not hard but not so light… U all know la, i am not good in computer de ma… So, typing and paper work is ok for me… if, 1 day, pastor want me to design something… then, die lo… Hopefully no la… if Pastor daniel, u are reading this, pls don give me thing about art and design later wo… ^_^

Today is my first day, ^_^ just feel happy… God Bless HIs Work.

Ya, i will join one mission trip at June… Detail share with u next time la… Will be right back… Hahaha… Just pray for me.

Today went out with two frens… to watch a funny movie– Wild Hogs, to having meals, to chat… having fun time. Long time not go Mid Valley le… like all the thing different le…

O…One more thing… the bus services ald down grade… I wait le 40 more min then the  bus come…before that, they came on time de… III-_- just took shower and fresh de, bath again by sweat… when saw my frens… my bad mood gone…. so happy can meet them…

Here wish both of them all the best and i met shea Yi too… God blessed u…

for sanny also… so glad can meet this frens in the ktm… Really long long long long time not see her le… since sept 2006… when she decided to quit UNIMAS and came UKM. so surprise and excited… Sanny, jia you jia you jia you…. i know u tension in the exam, try ur best… i will pray for u… ^_^ Gambateh!