Without Jesus, I am nothing…

This week is mid-term week for our class… There Are 3 subjects waiting for me… Psychological Test 1, adolescent counselling, and statistic…

I dont like to memorise those history and fact de, so, i feel hard to open book for Psychological test 1

For the adolescent counselling, emm, dont have the 2nd lecture note. and dont know the topic included…

Statistic, OMG, please save me… suddenly miss Lezheng… still remember dulu dulu he will do some questions and i just have to see the example for each situation. It helps a lot.

This week cant sleep well le…

RECENTLY, I sleep early liao… I not bother all the assignments, tutorials, exams… feel exhausted and want to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep only… then, I sleep early lo… ^_^

RECENTLY, I sleep b4 3am o… good girl leh?! hehe, if compare with the days b4, ald good le. Tetapi o, I feel tired wo… I ald sleep early, but still like not enough. Wake up at the early morning is so tough. Dont want to leave my bed.

RECENTLY, I missed some classes ald. Because of "sick". not physically, but mentally, psychologically… Feel weak and dont want to go class… just want to sleep and sleep and sleep… but end up with guilty… I cant learn from lecturer.

RECENTLY, I scare I will "sick" again. I have the attempt to do silly thing. I know I am so stupid when thinking of that. The problem ald settle le. I made a decision ald. hopefully, I am strong.

RECENTLY, I read books copy from my fren whose download from internet. I not play game lu… Read book… hehe, so good leh… ^_^

RECENTLY, I feel that there is a gap between them and me. I think is my problem lo. I isolated from them and want to be alone. Maybe, they also dont want to disturb me. Just feel weird a bit. This is what I want, isn’t it? Maybe. Not disappointed, just feel like not as close as other.

Wish all the thing go smooth… I miss my family, wo ke ai…

After counting…. my mean of sleep time is 4.5 hours/day… Why?! a lot of reasons….

1st of all, have to thanks all my lecturers… They gave us a lot of assignments for our own good so that we will open our books and read… I x say they are bad, they really want us to have more input and initiative in learning…

2nd, I like to talk…. ^_^ u all know de la, i so caring de ma… then, i prefer to have sharing time with my frens, room-mates, house-mates…. usually, u know girl de la, like pillow talk de…. so, we always talk at night time and holding owns pillow… o_O … The time pass extremely fast when we feel happy and enjoy… Therefore, after a sharing session, ald 3-4 am… III-_-… hehe

3rd… because want to release tension, so i play GAMES!!! Yeah yeah… when I so excited in playing game, i will forget about the time… but, for ur information, since i come back to unimas, this sem, only 1 day i sleep late because of playing games… The other days are because of the 1st and 2nd reasons….

4th…. dont know y? just cant sleep … hehe

Am i look bad mood?

Am i have unfinished business with them?

Am i stay far away from them?

Am i have no eye contact with them when i talk to them?

Am i insincere at all to them?

All that just make me angry… really… Very hate that word insincere and FAKE!

This is what i want to tell u guy, i am fine… Dont observe me silently… make me scare la… ask me la… i like to eat, but i wont eat u all de…

Just i really dont like to be misunderstood. I am not bad mood actually…

I do good with people around me wo…

Haiz, just want to say, if got question, ask me, dont guess…

Have to continue work le… a lot of assignments…. T_T