Without Jesus, I am nothing…

last week doesn’t mean that I finish study or going to quit UNIMAS… but Going HOME… yeah… one more week to go… but this week o, so so so so busy for two assignments… one is STATISTIC… Gogo, Lezheng…. Help!!! Tolong… i dont like… haiz… then, another one is Group Dynamic… Behavioural Therapy… III-_-… T_T… dont like BT ah… Susah BT… Y got BT wo? Pn sal…. Tolong… Scott ah… luckily still have someone can believe… After busy busy for this LAST WEEK, i will be homed for 3 weeks… Yeah yeah… My malay frens say i am the one raya… hahah… But, this week quite hard to pass… tough and with all the dont like assignment/topic… For those at serdang… hehe… I will be back… Haha… like me de will happy gua…. for those not… sorry le… u have to tahan me for 3 WEEKS…. hahah…. Just kidding… Wish can meet my frens within that period…

Today going to conduct my 1st session for this semester…

So weird, no scare… Tenang je… ^_^ Maybe just 1st session and no observer… Just now, pn Jam called and said our second session have to tape, cos Mr. Yong is not around for 25-27 Sept…

Suddenly, i felt pressured… Maybe for me, live observation is better than video… I feel uncomfortable to the video cam… Just wish is alright…

Hopefully, the session can benefit my client and help her… Karen… Jia you jia you…. ^_^

To all my classmates… Happy conducting session and wish the muslim/muslimah Happpy fasting… God Bless Us… 

After made that decision, i always ask myself, am i doing the right thing?

If i am doing the Right, then, Y i still always recall it? Y i still cry in Dreams? Y i still cant forget it?

If i am not doing the right, then, Y i still can laugh in front of people? HAppy go lucky… Pretend?

Am I regret le? Am I something wrong? Am I pessimistic? Am I changed? Am I lost?

"Stay Strong!" My mentor told me. Hard… I wish… but hard… Sometimes, I am too emotional, and other may not sense.

No one even know i sad for a min, an hour, a day before….

Haiz… Actually, me myself dont want people know when i am sad for this moment. Everything seem rushing and everyone busy and tired… Y should i make them worry?

Conflict… 矛盾…