Without Jesus, I am nothing…

上网时无意中看到这幅图画，觉得很有趣。你看到了什么呢？以上的图中，我看见了黑色的GOOD 和白色的EVIL。你看得到吗？

人人常用白色来形容好的一方；黑色代表阴暗、坏的一方。然而，以上的图呈现了黑与白的幽默……白色一定是好，黑色一定是坏？ 不尽然…… 对吧？

在一次辅导中，我展示这幅图。 我问我的当事人（client）， ‘你看到了什么？’。他说他看到了Good， 黑色的Good。许久之后，他又说他看到了另一个躲在里面的字，只是他不懂是什么意思。他拼出了那个字：E.V.I.L， 白色的evil。 最后他从我这儿明白了evil 的意思。

我又问他，‘你觉得这幅图有什么特别意义吗？’。他说：‘又有好又有坏咯’。我的当事人又说，‘看外面的话就看到好咯，再看看里面的话才发现里面原来是坏的喔。’。 （看到这里，可以给我的当事人鼓掌吗？）他说出了一些生活上的盲点。什么盲点？再读下去吧……

古时就已有此话：‘金玉其外，败絮其中’。外表再怎么包装也总有露馅的一天的。先敬罗衣后敬人实在不是个全然理想的文化。然而，又有几个人能做到‘Don’t judge a book by its cover ’，舍弃以貌取人的弊病呢？

心中有那么一点点地感动……我的当事人是人们口中的坏蛋。 他说他是坏的，因为别人说他是坏的。然而，他领悟到了这些（上面的特别意义），也知道了自己并不是只是坏的；他可以选择成为坏的或好的。虽然他的用词和行为还是那么惨不忍睹，可是可以看到他是受教的。多一点爱心，少一点要求，可以让每一个人过得更愉快。

After attended the 48th anniversary night of YF, i learned a lot.

Be thankful… Everything is good….

Be thankful to all the things and events, regardless the nature and environment effect for that particular event. Simple but hard to implement… However, in God, everything is possible.

We will be thankful because God… Be thankful one of the ways we express our love to our Almighty God… Love the Lord Ur God, and Love other as u love urself…

Be thankful…

yesterday talk to aunty… Now i realised the power of Pray… something that i have ald give up come to my mind again…

God, bring me closer to You and Love You more than those things You give me… Remind me about Your love and You die for me. Lead me to Calvary…

Wow, is very tired week.
but really learn a lot fro students.
There are 3 more weeks to go…
sessions, reports, module…..
wish these weeks pass faster, but after that is the time to go back to sarawak liao…
haiz… the feel is like waiting for it but scary for it will happen soon…

Thanks God for sending me some angles around me and help me a lot in the KMC1073 in a primary school.

Tomorrow, is the first session with a student. A bit nervous and worry… Is a refer case and need to be very careful when talking to the student. Anyway, as what my lecturer said before: if u sincerely help the client, it will be work and the client will know. God, Pls bless me and give me the wisdom to help the students.

All the best to my friends and coursemates as well… Let us work hard for it and graduate together… ^_^

Just now went to a gathering with old frens…

Gogo, Didi, ah niu, mei yun, tian di, a yao and my sister as well… san, jia en, owc are absent… really long time x contact liao… miss u all so much. Thank you for all the present, cake and time with me… Really have great time with them… ^_^ i thought is a simple gathering… but, end up with my birthday celebration… thank you to all of you…

Gogo says i seldom update my blog wo… so, update here lo… hehe…

recently is dealing with SJK(C) Sg Buloh for my KMC1073 counselling session… will getting start from 9 June onward until July. a bit worry and nervous for i have to deal with primary students. anyway, i believe that this is a way for me to learn through practical; To deal with little kids… God will give me the best way to learn…

my relationship now is blank lo… Blank means I still have room for me to spend time with family and those i appreciate…  Stop asking me about my special one o… ^_^ will announce to all of u once i confirm it…

To all my frens… keep in touch o… i feel glad to have all of you beside me…

thanks to all my UNIMAS-mates… for the presents and cards as well as the priceless blessing… ^_^

God bless you all… and I love you all…

Last but x last, to my family members… you all are the best in my life… papa, mama, Jie jie y peng, y moon, tan, Jc and the baby (i wish is a girl girl…)… Love you all…