L.O.V.E.
I enjoy being loved by someone… The older I am, the harder for me to respond the love… Do I love someone? Ya, i were… now, Love seems too heary for me… Those know me well can detect my laziness and flighting skills… I dont like to fight therefore i choose to flight… Sound stupid and wasting time… Sound like this guy shouldn’t be me…
The feeling of scare is with me all the time… If i say i dont care about the past, it is definitely lying… If i care about the past, i cant proceed to the future… Well, reach this stage ald… My rational thought comes in… “Is my choice to be in this situation… Stuck or move on… Is my own decision… i have the power to decide my way…”… Ya, Correct! U are the one should pay for ur past… u r the one should allow urself to move on… opps, is ME, not u… Haha…
Anyway, Love is so abstract… just tell me, if one day, u found my love lost…
Joshua Said,
April 7, 2009 @ 10:25 am
You are not stupid. You need time. I am giving you what you need. The time. You should open yourself because there are many good guys in this world. I am one of them. Please try to open yourself. I will not force you. I will waiting until you are ready.
Do not worry, you will realise and know my goodness one day if you give me a chance to be your friend.
y teng Said,
April 20, 2009 @ 11:38 pm
we are fren.
Time doesn’t promise anything.
Please spend ur time for meaningful stuffs…
have a nice day…